I have as my readers know a habit of write about the misery and the obvious iniquities of the human race in especial of the so called Brazilian society and its gigantic imperfections, lies, misconducts and its repercussions’ on the transformation of a today bunch in a who knows when and if will really happened real society . But I have decided that this time I will give emphasis to the glorious and memorable dais that I am living now:
At first I am no longer living in Brazil and consequently am no longer suffering the consequences of its (lack of) government and the inhumane behavior of it’s citizens. I am now having the privilege of being accepted by the country of Norway and enjoying the possibilities within the reconstruction of my life; I was very fortunate of having meet a Norwegian citizen with whom I fell in love and she for me, giving us the possibility of mutually end our loneliness’s and together build a future for us. A relationship based on respect and admiration, understanding and love, patience and trust, confidence and a common desire for a good and decent future.
Me and her have many things in common , many battles fought with victories and defeats, the search for a identity a sense of inadequacy into the life that we were previously living, a desire for understanding and growth a need for achieving a standard of mutual living that we had not experienced before during our previous relationships and now even when we are apart, the distance that separated us does not brake our love our and mutual respect and the desire for be together.
I have asked her to marry me and she accepted and from this point on we certainly build our future and our lives as one and with our identities preserved and strengthened by the mutual support.
To consider a new life takes a lot more than just take a plane and go to an other country, it takes commitment with the changes that certainly will occurred , takes acceptance of the differences and a clear understanding that are those differences are what will strength the relation and give room to the observance of the individual space and previous life existence allowing this way the one to become part of the whole in a new and different perspective.
I am as in a long time I’m not having being truly happy and mesmerized by my life and what I can do with it, Aslaug has show me the way to my self respect and the rout to fell loved and understood , before her I was in the dungeon of my depression and shackled by the chains of my personal failures, I was desperate for a mature and coherent love, I thought that I had wasted my chances of being happy with the ones that preceded her but she show me that there is no such thing as final opportunities, as long as you are breathing and your heart biting there all wais a chance for happiness and memorable days will always come to you as long as you are really into the findings and the compromising that come with it.
I am very much in love with her and with the new life that accompany, I will do my best to make her feel that she is loved and that she can love me without reservations and fear, that our life together is a gift that we both have received and that we have a obligation to make it worthy of our feelings for each other .
This is a precious time in my life and I will treasure it for as long as I live does not matter what will come in the future I have now the knowledge that my life is what it is right now and I am most definitely worthy of living this memorable and unforgettable days.
